as ive been gone he's updated lots. i feel like the worst person ever and that i shouldnt even be granted life, im so sorry
tonight was so emotional. then i came home to nice messages from people telling me how much they hate me and want to kill me and hope i die...etc etc
big update tomorrow when i get home, im still in michigan. BIG update.
i am the worst person to walk the earth.
i miss you so much....i cant even to being to say how sorry i am....
i love you.